The best a 22 year-old boy can ever ask for. :)

They say, the grass is greener on the other side but little do they realise that the many shades of green that exist in this world is out to confuse us into making all the wrong decisions. I feel all over the place now that if people were to pick me up, they would probably have to comb the whole of asia till europe just to find all the pieces of me. All that i need is here, all that i have i hold so dear. Never have i appreciated life this much before. Not even when i got my first toy car. Angels do cry, the rock does break when its too difficult to take. I might live by the perfect harmony of optimism but i have feelings too. Good night, my crazy few days.

For the perfection that i used to think you possess, all i see now is how shallow you are. Wrong timing they may say, right move definitely. None can blame us for what we did but as long as we do not meddle with the affairs of others, i think we'll eventually lead a wonderful life. Honestly, i don't like to be compared to who i was before. Went through too many different phase that i think for a moment, there were too many different Fazly in me all at one time. Doesn't help that i'm a Gemini also. Going through the phases of a miserable baby, a weak child, a flirt monger, a cb jerk, its very frustrating to understand me but i dare say i was never a hypocrite. It's time people realise that i lead life on my own two feet now. I'm tired of being thought as a pushover, a miserable child, someone you can easily hurt. We all grow up, don't we? If you just come a little closer, you'll be surprised with what you discover. Haha.

Oh yes, sometimes an entry really doesn't mean much. If you usually have hidden meanings behind your entry, or you have a blog that you set up just to take people out with your words, that doesn't necessarily mean that the whole whole are intending on following suit. Sometimes, an entry is really not meant to hurt, or diss anyone. It could just be an innocent, general entry. Take this entry for example. You're a retard ass for assuming this is meant for you. VERY SHALLOW. :D

On a happy note, I thank God for my buddies. Retarded all of them may be, but none has ever criticised the way i lead my life. Yes they care, they give advice but they have never judge me for my decision, irregardless whether i'm right, correct, wrong or incorrect. So i'm pretty much thankful. :)

And i think Craig David botak tengah, no? Haha.

July is getting closer, and its harder than it seems. Day in day out, not that i haven't been trying. No pain no gain they say, but this is fucking driving me insane. :( So okay, heck to the i-feel-like-giving-up-stupid-feeling, i need a notebook. Hahaha, the thought of writing everything down makes me wetcited. A bottle of optimistic nonsense, come and get some. :D